Starting Over... again

Is this what life is about? Constantly starting over, only to completely goof up and eradicate any progress you thought you had made? Hmmm...
Well, even if that is all there is to this life- I'm thankful for what God has given to me. This past year has been humbling... oh, so very humbling.
I might be at a point to start over. But, it's not for selfish reasons anymore. No, my motivations have totally changed/shifted.
I want to please God. I want to live for Him. I want to give back what has been so graciously given to me. I don't deserve this Love... yet it is mine for the taking. How awesome is God?!